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MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY

“MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY”

Well, if you ask me about my life,
It's quite tragic, sad, empty, exciting, but a little happy..
WHY??????
COZ………………

I lost my very beloved father when I'm in high school…
He's my best friend at home, namely "NESTOR R. CONEJOS".
That made me broken, stupid that time
and I considered it as a tragic moment of my life..

SAD,,,in a sense that, when he died, 
We lost a responsible father that might lead us
to the world of challenges.. 
From that moment also, 
my mother found another husband or shall we say,
my "step father".....
I don't like him.., coz I only want my father and nothing at all..
But, what can I do? That’s what she wants…

That moment I felt I also lost my mother...
Instead of giving her best care to us, as the only parent left,
she decided to live with his second husband..
But I'm not mad at here for what she did...
."nagtatampo lang" a little bit..
My 4 little brothers are in her care right now..
But we, the five older siblings, are separated to them..

WE ARE IN ONE BLOOD, BUT HAS DIFFERENT DIRECTION AND PATH..
My mother, together with his husband and my little bothers
are living in one at LAGUNA right now..
The eldest, my sister and one brother is in Laguna too,
but separated from my parent and little brothers..
My other brother, next to eldest is in DAVAO..
and me? I'm here at our very own home town...
MATI DAVAO ORIENTAL...

IS THAT WHAT WE CALL A FAMILY?
Well, for me it's not..
I felt empty.....very empty that I can’t help myself sometimes but to cry for missing my own family...
If how noisy our house those times when we still have
our father, to tell you, that's how silent our house today living alone..

It's not easy to live without parents who can guide you..
It's not easy to live without the support of them when you really need it most...
It's not easy to live alone and finance your own..
You must have to struggle hard, face challenges, think solutions
to support yourself..

I love studying and my goal is to finish my education
though it's hard to do it on my own..
But my strength comes to life again when I think of my father…
I'll never forget those words that he said when he was still alive, “WHATEVER HAPPENS, DON'T BE AFRAID OF WHAT YOU WANT TO PURSUE, LIVE WITH YOUR OWN THOUGHTS, and DO WITH YOUR ACTIONS THAT YOU THINK CAN HELP YOU. BE INDEPENDENT BECAUSE WE DON'T KNOW WHEN I TOTALLY LOST THIS WORLD AND I MAY NOT AT YOUR SIDE THAT TIME, BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER ME WHEN YOU CAN’T DO IT ANYMORE...

That words made me shocked and honestly I hate him that time
for telling me that, coz it's like that he will leave me..
And it happens...he left me and my family, unexpectedly…
But later on I recovered, and realized that he is right!
I must do some actions for myself…

With him I learned how to love being an independent person..
I learned how to fight…
As if I have no choice but to stand on my own way of living..

Now, I am presently studying at DOSCST...
A standard institution of Mati Davao Oriental…
Taking up BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION

 MAJOR IN FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT…
A second year student…

Now, I still survive by doing my little business
in school as well as at home------typing, marketing, and etc.
It's a good profit when I got a lot of customer,
in a contrary, a very disappointed when I got nothing..
But still I will not stop working on it for it is for my own good in life…

It turns now to an exciting moment of my life..
Exciting because, I taste the bitter and sweet of life challenges…
I passed through, some of the bitter problems that I encountered…
With this excitement, there's still happiness inside my heart…
There is still hope that someday, somehow...........

LIFE WOULD BE BETTER FOR ME TO GO ON...........
AND THAT MY FAMILY WOULD BE BACK TO NORMAL AGAIN....

Best regards,

JINGLE  B. CONEJOS